Friday, September 4, 2009

on 31 July, my classmate and i celebrate teachers' day wif Mr Harizan. then we took pictures... i can see that this term 3 seems to be a problem to me... life is begining to be very hard for me... sigh... i just change my blog song!!! those songs always remind me of Mystery Boy... i started to listen to those songs when i starting to admire Mystery Boy... why do i love him soooo much???? i just cant take this feeling any longer... i love him forever... but why must there be a stopper??? i just dun get it.... i dunno if Mystery Boy would wait for me... im just scared that he wouldn't... perhaps i need to Prince Charming break up wif as soon as possible... but i have to!!!! Mystery Boy wants a patch up... its a rare hope.... i really need to be him... i dun care... in this world, i will only love Mystery Boy... i mean i also have feelings for Prince Charming liao...if i were to miss this hope, i'll never get the chance again... then, that time, Mr Harizan take me out of my music lesson liao... i miss my guitar lessn liao... D: then he asked me if i got anything to tell him... i was like what the hell... U____U'' sigh... then he almost found out that i stead wif Prince Charming... i had to make a white lie liao.... then i have to give a fake story... and Mr Harizan found out that my ex was Mystery Boy and on that time, we are at the cosmix liao and Mystery Boy was also having class at there... i was facing Mystery Boy that time and then i quickly turn to face the other side... and then Mr Harizan said, ' that student leader??? whats his name??? sumthing then hakim arh???' i was like OMG and i told him that he was the one.. sigh... i really wish to be with Mystery Boy.. my life would sucks without you, Mystery Boy... Prince Charming was like ignoring me all the time and being fussy and violent to me.. pls, i dun need and dun wan a violent boy to be neither my friend nor my boyfriend... if you really love me, come and prove it to me and change yourself first!!! and pls stop sticking into my Mystery Boy... you're like a stopper to my relationship with him!!! i hate it!!! i cant take it anymore!!! if this still continue, you know whats is it... i dun wan to say it!!! Im really angry with you, Prince Charming... you are making use of me to forget my past admirer!!! i hate being used!!! i dun need violent boys in my life!!!! pls dun make me hate you for all my life and dun also make me lost faith to be in love with you too... pls.... you have to be careful... if i were to tell you this, you'll definetely be upset and emo in the class... later people blamed me again for nothing... i have to do this... ever since i stead with you, you are like sad, in tears... i feel like as if im being blamed for everything!!! it's like a bad luck for you since i stead with you- sowie....i just dun wan to hurt you anymore and i cant take it anymore!!!
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Mystery boy,
i never had a dream come true
till the day i found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
And no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you~~~❤
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Overall, my wishes is to be with Mystery Boy for eternity
Mystery Boy, ❤sarang hae❤(korean language; in english 'love you')~❤
~~~~byes =D