
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
i had just lost a best friend.... but now, i have to hate you... i must... you are forcing me so much now... im really in heartbroken to see you like this... i offer help for you but you seems to be rejecting and trying to ignore me... i know this is the one way ut for you to let go and forget me... but telling me that you're not going to treat me as your friend is kinda too much of you rite? all i can say is to respect your decision... i understand how you feel... love can't be force... i have to hate you... you wan us to treat like strangers? ouhkayye, can, sure... you are too much!!!! I hate you!!! I hate you, Haris!!!! im going to hate you forever!!! You are forcing me!!! i dun wan to see you like this... thats why im respecting your decision even though i dun wan to... Fine, hate me as much as you wan larh!!! im not going to care anymore!!! i hate you! i hate you!! >>> forever!!!
I have paced up and down, have walked, have been wrong, have cried [and now] have understood
I have gone crazy, have longed, have felt insecure, have been anxious
I've slept on the sofa and slept over the music you love
Mine, yours, hers, the good, the bad, the difficult times, the sorrow
The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable
the days had gone by
Suddenly I've realized at this moment, I no longer think of you...
My happiness will return
So long as I'm clear how profound our love was
I will not allow myself to ask if it was worthy or not
Leaving was not a matter of one gives a choice to another...
I HATE YOU FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!!! Stop thinking that i'll go back to you!!You force me to hate you sooo much and here i did already!!! i hope you're happy with that choice... i have no regrets now... the world seems to be hating me now... i dun care if people ahte me or not anymore... i wan to live in my own world!!! and i wan freedom!!!! this world is not suitable for me!!! i wan a rewind!!! i shouldn't have confess to him that i like him last time!!! the greatest regret in my life!!! i hate it!!!
~~~ I hate you, Prince Charming!!!!!
Pls let me live in my world... dun make me think of him but Mystery Boy
Pls let the legend of Mystery Gurl and Mystery Boy last forever...
Prince Charming, PLS STOP PUTTING A STOP BETWEEN MYSTERY GURL AND MYSTERY BOY LOVE!!!!
♥our lips must always be sealed
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