Monday, October 5, 2009

Today realy sucks.... ppl from my class are starting to bully me as they all found out about PC and i...... haish..... during d&t lesson, i hurt my thumb when nailing the stupid toy using a hammer!!!! x_________x ANd it hurts badly..... it bleed.... but wipes it wif a piece of tissue.... luckly no one sees!!! But just now when i was about to move the cams at the correct place, Weis Si was like does not wan to help me..... im quite upset.... but i was indeed luckly cus Haris saved my life.... he help me alot just to keep making me satisfied...... he bared all the pains for me..... he doesnt care as long as i wasnt hurt..... lols...... i tink that shud had proven to me that he *sayang* me soooo much.... i really feel it.... i guess im falling for him more and more...... i guess thats fate or destiny.... haha.... cant be true.... it's quite hard to find someone caring like him...... i never seen someone caring for me soooooo much other that my parents but i guess.... i must have given him burden soooo much.... i ignored him, he conviced me until i realised..... he is sooo.... sooooo.... IMPORTANT in my life.... i need him..... i want him.... and no one must stop me...... i dun care if ppl tried to seperate me wif him.... it is matter if we love each other..... Haris always makes me satisfied.... he scarified for me and yet, i dun care...... i guess i really hurting him soooo much oredi..... but he just dun wan to tell me thet im a burden to him...... i guess....hehe.... i tink he must have been tinking to let go of me...... i hope there's still time for me to tell him how much he meant to me in my life... i hoped.... i wished..... i wrote all the bad things in my blog about him... he was really hurt..... im sowie for everything, Haris....., forgive me...... i need you.... i want you.....i love you..... ★❤

kays... gtg...byezzzz