Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Why does some people in this world hate me???? Why??? Why does the trust for everyone in this world is fading away??? Why??? Why does people dun believe me in some ways??? Why??? Why does people bully me in some ways???? Why??? Why does people called me 'MINI' ? Why??? Why does people dun understand me in some ways??? Why??? Does the world understands how i feel now??? This is the worst.... People starting to admire me more and more liao.... and i just hate it!!!! Am i that attractive???? I dun wan to attract boys.... my motive to come to school is that i just wan to get the highest for science thats all.... why am i born into this world??? i just dun get it why... im totally stress out of everything... sometimes, i even wan to kill myself.... Cant i even be friends with anyone??? Why is there a stopper??? If you were to hate me, just say it out... i just simply dun get it... Cant i be friends with anyone??? there no rules of saying that i must not be friends with anyone leh.... why must there people to talk bad things about me??? i dun wan to be enemies with anyone... i still wishes to be friends with my those two enemies at 1E3 leh... but why people do this things to me??? i just wan FREEDOM.... thats all!!!! why does people sabotage me even i never do anything to them.... why???? Im sooooo confused to be living in this world leh.... i even wan to shed tears now... im totally upset now... now, i have been running away from all my friends!!! i have been hurt enough... i got enough of everything now.... seriously leh.... people hate me in this world... why should i continue living... it will only make me feel more upset...
......Goodbye world